Colloq time without colloq mood

Tomorrow gonna settle my path.anat. first colloq.
And yet I still trapped in such bullshit mood.
If I can't get this over,i would never be who i am again.

I'm strong, I keep telling myself. Be strong,stay strong.
Come on! Just broken up. It's not a big deal, girl!!

I heard a song: I'm still loving you-from 连诗雅
It's really meaningful for me now.
" I've given my best to you,and I don't deserved the things you did"
So, I shall love myself more and more.
Respect my own pride.

Like my roomate said: I am Lee Peng Sieang.
I can get over.
Well, it's really hard for me to let go of him.
He is such a nice person, but in relationship, the "nice" of him is the thing that hurt me to the max. A nice guy never forget a girl easily.
So, i deserved to be left here?
Hmm.......
really angry at certain moment.
But, I can slowly, little bit by little bit, set my heart free~~~

Pathan, I'm coming!!!!!!


记：第3天